Sunday, October 21, 2012

Seventeen. #1

Hahha, where should I begin? The year of 2012 has fulfill with tons of happy memories but also sad & it's my last year of being a senior in my high school. It's also my last year of being a teenager, I guess. Yesterday was my graduation day, it was awesome looking at all of my friends wearing the graduation robe & listening to the speech. Guess I'm officially graduated, I'm gonna miss high school life so much later.

It's been a tough year for me, shit happens. I was so stupid for letting her go. They said I've changed, my attitude & appearance but I'm still not satisfy with it.

I guess words just can't define my memories, I'll just picture it here.


Friday, November 18, 2011

Sixteen #02

Hi! It's been almost a year since the last time I logged in to my blog. Yeah, a year. I've been through a lot of situations. Things that I've never ever expected came to me. Closure is the part of it. Talking 'bout closure, I've got over my ex-crush & fell in love with someone worthy. I'm stuck at phase 2 as what Benji told me. I met a neutral girl & I've crushed on her for like long time ago. She doesn't seems to know it after I gave her tons of signal. Yeah, I think it doesn't really matter to her 'cause maybe she's already in love with someone else. That seriously bothers me everyday, hate that I fell in love with someone. That's the way that I've felt, I just can't deny but I understand if she doesn't feel the same way. :/ I would love to spend anything with her. If she's bossy, I'll treat her like a queen. If she wants something, I would like to spend my money with her. If she's bored, I would like to spend my time with her. If she's a guy, I'll rather die. But unfortunately she's not mine. All this time I was wasting hoping she would talk to me. :/ I think it's just coincidence. That's all anything ever is. Nothing more than coincidence. I had finally learned there are no destinies. There's no such thing as fate. Nothing is meant to be. I'm sure of it now. I didn't really on Facebook or Twitter today 'cause something happened for the first time. 'Cause the possibility is she would never feel the same way about me.

It's holiday now & I've interviewed a job at Dave's Deli. Just waiting for their reply. & I'm still not confirm whether I'm working there or not. If I got the job, I'll be working as a kitchen crew, learn how to cook & get better experience than working as a waiter or promoter. :D

Next year, my brother will be studying at BU3 & my flawless reputation is gonna be ruined by him soon. & also I'll be taking SPM exam which is my last exam for my high school life. My results got better than last year. Yeah, of course it should be better. It's sucks that time flies so fast 'cause one more year then I'll be leaving my high school. It's scary to say goodbye to the place you've once called it Home, but I guess that's the point of prom.

Oh ya, my birthday. My friends hosted a birthday event for me. It went well. This year's birthday party was great although there's lesser people attended than last year. But I guess all my pals were there celebrated with me. It's sucks that I didn't get much presents this year. :/

It's my birthday cake, it's delicious but.. Iknow, it looks like chocolate boobs.

I've watched the movie "500 days of summer" & it was depressing. The movie taught me not to put your expectations too high.

Don't deny our r²π. Yeah, I'm addicted to Korean songs & that is the most impossible thing that ever happened to me. This is the song that made me addicted to it. I've replayed this song few times when the first time I listened to it. It's kinda catchy & touchy.


Bamsae hansumdo jal su eobseo.

There's a Japanese song by BIGBANG is kinda playing in my head right now. #justsaying

Koe Wo Kikasete, 声をきかせて

I'm too much of a wimp to make the first move. I've found it impossible not to be obsess with her every single day. Regardless of whether having a crush was good or bad, I can't help but to look at the person's facebook the next day. Well, it's okay, Vanilla Caramel Cream Frappp is the distraction of thinking 'bout it. (:

Anyways, Christmas is coming! I think I'll be sitting here, all alone imagine the snow fall. I hope all of you out there get what you all always wanted. If just she's the only thing I ever get for Christmas then everything I wished for has come true. :/

P.S. , I've to tell you something. I love you, as more than a friend. & I've missed every chance to tell you because I was stupid & scared. But now I'm stuck here & you're so beautiful. If you don't feel the same way, I think I might just be stuck here. I don't know what's the aftermath after you saw this. I know it won't change anything even though you saw it but I really wish you did.

Day (265) That's it for now, goodnight. ;)

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Sixteen #01

i guys!!! It's been a long time I've left my blog dead and now I'm back to revive it. I've lots to say. First of all, why am I back to blogging? 'Cause I'm too bored, everybody is back to blog and I miss blogging too. ;D Second of all, why I quit blogging last year? Obviously it's because of my PMR as in 9th grade exams. And now the exams is over quite awhile. Now I'm already sixteen and I'm back to blog my life year of sixteen.

Okay, this year I'm taking some important subjects that suitable for me. I'm not gonna play like back then anymore. Maybe this year is my year of hard-coring studies. First, I'm gonna comment 'bout my class. My class is boring and I mean IS "FRIGGIN BORING". Since 1st term, my class has no more teacher teaching except for accounts and maths classes. Other subjects, are some random teachers relieving. Ugh! That's the worst part of being study in my class. Second, I wanna comment 'bout my friends. My friends are AWESOME, I went out with them, laughing with them, playing with them even argue with them. :D They're like the fun thing to hang out with. Unfortunately, not all of them. D: Few of them has made me as their enemy and that's the worst part of my 16th life. I've wish I could go back in time.

Okay, talking 'bout "I went out with friends". Which means that I've also watched movies with them. We watched "Season Of the Witch, Homecoming, The Green Hornet, Sanctum, Sucker Punch, HOP, RIO, Justin Bieber: Never Say Never 3D, Limitless, THOR, The Rooomate, Fast 5, Priest, Insidious" The movies we watched twice "Paranormal Activity 2 and Pirates Of the Caribbean: One Strangers Tide". YEAH, I KNOW RIGHT. I'm a movie addict.

This year I've also created a thing called "MusicSocks" , It's a music share/search engine. I don't hope that people know that I owned it but I just hope that it can be share to everyone in the world.

I grew up with a deep love of music and I feel very blessed me with this gift. I wish nothing more than to share my songs with everyone! :D

It's 11.04am now and I gotta go to sleep. I've a lot of schedules this holidays. I hope I'll be back to blog for you'all readers. Thanks.


Sunday, November 28, 2010

Fifteen #87

"In real life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what I've begun to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything. But if you know how you feel and so clearly know what you need to say, I don't think you should wait. I think you should speak now."
-Taylor Swift

Speak Now !

Friday, November 26, 2010

Fifteen #86

Peppermint Christmas coming, I'm so excited (:

Ice, cold, it burns.
A flame, hot, it expires.
Two bodies, warm, glowing like lanterns.
To melt the ice, is all it requires.

Later .

Monday, November 8, 2010

Fifteen #85

Hey world !

Today is my Birthday ! I guess my fresh man year is going to end, that's a bad thing for me . I celebrated my Birthday today in 1u Neway Karaoke . Alyssa, Hoong Der and Joshua celebrated their birthday with me too . I'm lucky to have friends that has the same birthday with me like Hoong Der and Joshua . Alyssa celebrated with us too because her birthday is on 7th November, so i called her to join us . Oh ya, Neway was fun, we sang a lot of songs in the karaoke like Mine - Taylor Swift, You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift, Fifteen - Taylor Swift, Bad Day - Daniel Powter, When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers and lots more . (: The party was crowded, almost 25 peoples attended the party but the karaoke room still can fit us in .

We have special treats like Pizza and Birthday Cake . Oh ya, Thanks to Shirlyn for the Birthday Cake . (:

Special Thanks to :

Shirlyn - Thanks for the birthday present and the Birthday Cake !
Kaiwen - Thanks for coming to the party !
Wai Yip - Thanks for coming to the party !
Alyssa - Thanks for the birthday present !
Benjamin - Thanks for the birthday present !
Joshua - Thanks for the birthday present !
Hoong Der - Thanks for coming to the party !
Garett - Thanks for the birthday present !
Hung Kah - Thanks for the birthday present !
Siong Jin - Thanks for coming to the party !
Jack - Thanks for coming to the party !
Ru Yuan - Thanks for coming to the party !
CJ - Thanks for coming to the party !
Ryan Quah - Thanks for coming to the party !
Ryan Haridas - Thanks for coming to the party !
Roy - Thanks for coming to the party !
Shiu Mun - Thanks for coming to the party !
Kelvin Wan - Thanks for coming to the party !
Nicholas - Thanks for coming to the party !
Kar Weng - Thanks for coming to the late party !

Thanks to those who came to the party too ! (=

My Dear Facebook friends - Thanks for the blessed wishes !

After the party, we went to play snooker and bowling . Then someone suggested to watch a movie . So we bought 5pm Megamind ticket ! 16 of us watched the movie, so we spent rm170 plus for the movie . Megamind is worth it to watch, 'cause Megamind the movie was freakin' funny (:

My rating for Megamind : 7/10

Time to go, I'll upload more photos later .

bye !

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Fifteen #84


OMG ! I just got my Speak Now album and Speak Now limited Edition, spent rm70 for that . Okay, this should be the shortest post I've ever wrote .

My Deluxe Edition .

The album behind .


Appreciate a thing isn't hard (:


Monday, October 25, 2010

Fifteen #83

Hey there (:

I went to 1u just now . ugh ! Taylor Swift's album "Speak Now" tomorrow only release in 1u . Taylor Swift's Speak Now album cost rm59.90 and Taylor Swift's Speak Now album with limited edition T-Shirt cost rm69.90 . I ordered the album with the limited edition T-Shirt one and I paid them deposit for the album, paid rm30 . Guess I'm going to get my Speak Now album tomorrow . xD Oh ya, the CD store (Speedy) decorated and put Taylor Swift's Speak Now album poster outside . I took a picture of the poster . I'm going to be busy this coming days . :(

Guess I'm not good at taking photos =(

Deluxe Edition


Disc 1/2

1. Mine 3:50
2. Sparks Fly 4:20
3. Back To December 4:53
4. Speak Now 4:00
5. Dear John 6:43
6. Mean 3:57
7. The Story Of Us 4:25
8. Never Grow Up 4:50
9. Enchanted 5:52
10.Better Than Revenge 3:37
11.Innocent 5:02
12.Haunted 4:02
13.Last Kiss 6:07
14.Long Live 5:18

Disc 2/2

1. Ours 3:58
2. If This Was A Movie 3:54
3. Superman 4:36
4. Back To December (Acoustic) 4:52
5. Haunted (Acoustic) 3:37
6. Mine (US Version) 3:50
7. Back To December (US Version) 4:53
8. The Story Of Us (US Version) 4:26

Download Speak Now Here !

Tuesday, October 19, 2010



Download Here

Mean lyrics

You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons

that you use against me,
You, have knocked me off my feet again,
Got me feeling like I’m nothing.
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I’m wounded.
You, pickin’ on the weaker man.

Well you can take me down,
With just one single blow.
But you don’t know, what you don’t know,

Someday, I’ll be living in a big old city,
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean.
Someday, I’ll be big enough so you can’t hit me,
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean.
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides,
And your walk by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again,
As if I don’t already see them.
I walk with my head down,
Trying to block you out cause I’ll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again.

I bet you got pushed around,
Somebody made you cold,
But the cycle ends right now,
You can’t lead me down that road,
You don’t know, what you don’t know

Someday, I’ll be, living in a big old city,
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean.
Someday, I’ll be big enough so you can’t hit me,
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean.
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar,
Talking over a football game,
With that same big loud opinion but,
Nobody’s listening,
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things,
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can’t sing.

But all you are is mean,
All you are is mean.
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life,
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday, I’ll be, living in a big old city,
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean. Yeah,
Someday, I’ll be big enough so you can’t hit me,
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean.
Why you gotta be so ?
Someday, I’ll be, living in a big old city,
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean. Yeah,
Someday, I’ll be big enough so you can’t hit me,
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean.
Why you gotta be so mean?

Fifteen #82


A preview of Taylor Swift's another new single "Mean"

iTunes "Mean" single release : Tuesday, October 19, 2010 8:00 AM - 11:30 PM PHT

It means that "Mean" is going to release tonight at my country . xD

wow, I'm so excited .

The Social Network (The Facebook movie)

Trailer of The Social Network

The Social Network is a 2010 drama film about the founding of the Internet social networking website Facebook. The film was directed by David Fincher and stars Jesse Eisenberg, Andrew Garfield, and Justin Timberlake.

Aaron Sorkin adapted his screenplay from Ben Mezrich's 2009 nonfiction book The Accidental Billionaires. No Facebook staff or employees, including founder Mark Zuckerberg, were involved with the project, although Eduardo Saverin was a consultant for Mezrich's story.[3] The film is distributed by Columbia Pictures and was released on October 1, 2010, in the United States to universal acclaim.

WTF ? Jon Chu is actually releasing The Justin Bieber Movie in 3D ?

Justin Bieber Never Say Never Poster Reveal . . .

zzz, why they don't make a video about Taylor Swift, why must Justin Bieber ??? Because Justin Bieber too much haters ? (Y)

Enjoy watching those trailer :)


Sunday, October 17, 2010

Fifteen #81


It's midnight now, I blog to ignore what I'm thinking .

I went to 1u with my friend yesterday . Actually, I was about to go to Sunway to celebrate Kylie's birthday but i didn't, MAYBE due to transport problem . I went to 1u early morning because staying at home for no reason is just freakin' boring, just like locked in a jail or maybe worst than jail (prison) . Yeah, I watched movie again . I watched Charlie St. Cloud in the morning . Before we watch Charlie St. Cloud, we saw somebody, Jeremy and someone . . . I asked them to join us, but they didn't . :( Jeremy told me they watched Sammy's Adventure: The Secret Passage .

At night, we ate in Shogun . Yeah, the buffet that cost me a lot . After awhile, we went to watch The Other Guys . OMGod, The Other Guys is freaking funny .

Damn it ! Kevin deleted all my iPhone's songs, Fuck You Kevin !

Charlie St. Cloud

Charlie St. Cloud (Zac Efron)is a sailor who wins a boat race along with his younger brother Sam (Charlie Tahan), and receives a sailing scholarship to Stanford University. Charlie graduates from high school and after getting home from his graduation ceremony, Charlie promises Sam, that they will practice baseball together every day until he leaves. Later that night, Charlie was supposed to go to a graduation party with his friends, but his mother Claire (Kim Basinger) makes him babysit Sam while she picks up another shift at her job as a nurse. When Sam is asleep, Charlie tries to sneak out and go to the party. But he is caught by Sam when he turns his fog lights on and asks Charlie to drive to his friend Tommy's house, Charlie gives in when Sam makes compliments about his car. Whilst driving, Charlie and Sam talk about Charlie's departure until they get into a bad car accident with a Mack semi-trailer. Although a paramedic named Florio Ferrente (Ray Liotta) is able to revive Charlie, Sam dies from a blow to the back of his head. At Sam's funeral, Charlie runs off after being unable to put a baseball glove in the coffin and finds Sam's spirit. Charlie plans to continue his promise to Sam by practicing baseball everyday at sunset, which in itself is a preposterous notion.

Five years later, Charlie, who gave up his scholarship, is now caretaker at a cemetery. During a trip into town, Charlie visits the boat docks and meets Tess Carroll (Amanda Crew), a sailor who dreams of one day sailing around the world. The following day, Charlie runs into Florio Ferrente, the paramedic who saved his life. Ferrente is dying of cancer and questions Charlie if he ever wonders why he was saved and tells him there is a reason for his gift. Charlie returns to the cemetery and finds Tess injured, with whom he develops a relationship. Meanwhile, Sam begins to feel that Charlie is forgetting him when Charlie arrives late for their game of catch. However, Tess follows Charlie as he explains to her that the more he is in her world, the less he can be in Sam's.

Later, Charlie discovers that Tess had gone missing while sailing through a storm a few days earlier, revealing that Charlie could see her just like he could Sam. Ferrente's wife Carla comes to Charlie and tells him that Ferrente had died the previous night and to give him his lucky medallion that he wore the night Charlie was revived. However, while visiting with Sam, Charlie realizes that Tess is not dead and that there's still time to save her life. Along with his friend Alistair and Tess's coach, Charlie and the group take a boat to find Tess based on Charlie's instincts that he knows where she is. The following sunset, Charlie finally misses his game with Sam. As Charlie apologizes, Sam simply tells Charlie that he loves him and takes off as a shooting star to point out Tess' location. The group finds Tess' wrecked boat along with her lying on a rock. Charlie uses his body heat to keep themselves warm until they are eventually found.

Charlie and Tess are taken to the hospital where Alistair tells Charlie that Tess had hypothermia and that he saved her. Later, Charlie purchases an old boat and asks Tess if she would like to take a ride with him. However, Tess fears him explaining that she had been having vivid dreams about them together. Charlie tells Tess that her dreams are memories. Tess takes the chance and goes sailing with Charlie. Charlie decides to resign from his job and goes into the forest to reminisce and say farewell to an older Sam (Chris Massoglia in a deleted alternate ending scene), telling him they'll always be brothers, before leaving the forest with Tess. During the credits, Charlie and Tess finally sail around the world and say goodbye to the citizens in their town.

My Rating: 6/10

God gave second chance, appreciate it .

The Other Guys

Detectives Danson (Dwayne Johnson) and Highsmith (Samuel L. Jackson) are pursuing a group of criminals in a Cadillac Escalade. After a brief firefight that results in the hood of Highsmith's Chevy Chevelle getting blown into the windshield, the two inadvertently crash into the side of a double decker bus. Danson drives it after the criminals and meticulously slingshots the trapped car out the other side of the bus (with Highsmith firing the whole time) and crashing into the Trump Tower, inexplicably surviving. The criminals manage to get away, until police backup quickly arrives and arrests them.

Detective Allen Gamble (Will Ferrell) is a forensic accountant who is more interested in paperwork than hitting the streets, but idolizes Danson and Highsmith. Detective Terry Hoitz (Mark Wahlberg) has been stuck with Allen as his partner for the past seven years ever since he shot Derek Jeter during the World Series. Allen and Hoitz receive no respect from the other officers, who trick Allen into firing his gun in the office (a "desk pop"), leaving him with a wooden practice gun as punishment. During a pursuit of a group of professional bank robbers, Danson and Highsmith die when they jump off a 20-story building onto the sidewalk, inexplicably agreeing to aim for bushes that aren't there.

When an opportunity arises for Terry and Allen (the "other guys") to step up, things do not quite go as planned. Allen begins to investigate a scaffolding permit violation and winds up uncovering a much bigger plot by multi-billionaire David Ershon to cover his company's losses. As things get worse, Allen and Terry are forced to split up. Allen still tries to solve the crime on his own, even though Terry thinks it is a dead end. He finally gets credible evidence and earns his gun back. Allen finally convinces Terry to rejoin him. They stop the criminals who are trying to scam the money that initially Allen believes the $32 billion Ershon seeks will come from the New York Lottery Office, but he discovers it will really come from the New York Police retirement fund. Both officers end up getting shot when police backup finally comes, rescuing the two and arresting Ershon and Wesley. Allen and Terry believe that the true heroes are the ones who make the world a better place, not the ones who appear in the newspaper or on TV. Ershon's arrest leads to a stock market crash and a subsequent federal bailout. The film ends with a peacock flying by the screen in reference to Terry's remark "I am a peacock, you gotta let me fly" as Terry and Allen drive off.

My Rating: 8/10

Should watch it :)

I have a special message for some faggot .

Don't ever think that you're perfect because you're not ! You think everybody likes you ? No, WHY ?
Ask youself, i think you know better than me . Maybe always beside you or your closest friend used to hate you A LOT . Lots of people hate you man ! You don't have to admit it, but you just have to face it . The same comment, good luck on your life (: Or get a life, sucker !

Last word,

fuck you KEVIN !!!

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